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Feb. 13th, 2026 05:50 pm
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Syr Hayati Beker's What A Fish Looks Like is perhaps the weirdest/coolest/most interesting thing I've read so far this year -- an apocalyptic collage novel(la), told in letters, posters, angry breakup notes, and a series of strange fairy tale riffs about breakups and loss and change and transformation on both the personal and the planetary level.

In the frame story for What A Fish Looks Like, a queer radical collective in a city living through massive climate collapse has gotten its hands on 100 tickets for the last big trip off-planet. It's T minus ten days: who's going? Who's staying? Who heard the gossip about Jay and Seb making out on the dance floor, even though they had a really messy breakup and Jay has a ticket out and Seb has no interest in leaving, and who wants to use the Saga of Jay and Seb to distract themselves from the fact that the oceans are rising and the skies are red and this year's bad fire season never ended?

In the interstitials, a community outlined in personal letters and party invites and notes on the bathroom door of a favorite bar counts down to the point of decision. In the stories themselves, a person has a bad break-up and and takes on some polar bear DNA about it; a closeted teacher loses a student to a big wave in the new and frightening ocean, and meets a mermaid about it; a stage manager forges ahead with a production of Antigone in a burning city and turns into a spider about it. The people who appear in the stories also appear in the interstitials, part of the community; the book is slippery about to what degree the stories are meant to be read literally as an accounting of events and to what degree they're metaphors, wishes, retellings. The interstitials make it clear that there is certainly a theater and a fire. Probably nobody actually turned into a spider about it, but who could say. The world is getting weirder, and who knows what's possible or plausible anymore?

I'm including a screenshot of one of my favorite pages of the book -- most of the stories are text but a lot of the interstitials are in images like this one -- which I think gives a good sense of the kind of community portraiture that makes What A Fish Look Like stand out so much to me.



Highly recommend checking this one out: you might be confused, you might be depressed, you might be inspired, you absolutely won't be bored.
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It was a thrill to narrate “Dread and Faith” by Ash Vale for Episode 1016 of the Pseudopod podcast!

You can listen to the episode here.

The next week

Feb. 13th, 2026 09:09 pm
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I'm going to Huddersfield for work on Monday, Wrexham on Wednesday, and at the very end of today I had a call where I ended up agreeing to go to "somewhere near Walsall" on Friday next week (I'm still awaiting the promised email with more specific details than that!).

(For non-locals, these are all 2ish hours away, or less, but one of these in a week would usually be a big deal and leave me really tired the next day and etc.)

They're all trips I really want to make, all for unrelated things that just happen to have turned up at the same time. I'll be fine. But oof!

Tomorrow I'm helping a fellow Queer Club member move heavy furniture to his new place, while V has an unpleasant hospital appointment testing for something potentially serious. Sunday D and I will once again be doing tip runs for V's relative who's clearing out his mum's house...

Everything is... a bit intense at the moment.

I do have almost all of the next week off work (except for a trip to Chester lol, which I actually really want to do). Really looking forward to that.

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But here are two petitions:

Tell Keir Starmer: Cancel All Contracts with Palantir

Stop the East African Crude Oil Pipeline

Also, have the funniest ever explanation for Darcy's proposal. (Link goes to Instagram. With thanks to Promethia.)

Random Roman Remains

Feb. 13th, 2026 05:57 pm
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A stone wall with evenly spaced alcoves, apparently set into a hillside.
Chesters Roman Fort
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I was reading this (and the various other reports about pro-natalist pontificating and getting women - the right sort, obvs - to BREED): Reform by-election candidate calls for ‘young girls’ to be given ‘biological reality’ check:

Mr Goodwin – who is standing for Reform UK in the upcoming Gorton and Denton by-election – argued: “We need to explain and educate to young children, the next generation, the severity of this crisis.
“We need to also explain to young girls and women the biological reality of this crisis. Many women in Britain are having children much too late in life, and they would prefer to have children much earlier on.”

And I was thinking, you know who would be spitting tacks and riding in with all her guns blazing on this -

- no other than Dr Marie Stopes, who was so not about woman as mere breeding vessels. And was a) the daughter of an older mother and b) an older mother herself by the time she actually progenated.

Okay, she had views of the day (particularly when it came to daughter-in-laws, sigh), but she was also very much about women's choice, women pursuing careers, women not spending their entire lives in child-bearing, fewer but healthier babies through contraception and spacing, etc etc etc.

In many ways, yes, she was a monster, but a monster I would happily reanimate from the waves off Portland Bill where her ashes were scattered and send after these guys.

2026 Books, Post 2

Feb. 13th, 2026 10:45 am
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Reading fairly speedily! Definitely fell off a little on having quite so many that are relevant to my interests as the first post, but I'm also doing really well at taking control of my TBR shelves after I got very overwhelmed by them.

If the Boot Fits by Rebekah Weatherspoon

I like Weatherspoon, I always forget that and then I read one of hers! This was a fun little Hollywood Cinderella retelling, nothing very deep, but an enjoyable winter read if you're into that kind of thing. Though really the Cinderella of it all is done within the first couple chapters and then it's just a man being very besotted and the woman being unsure if it's a good idea. Weatherspoon has such an interesting tendency to have minor characters that feel like she's setting up other romances or checking in on past romances that then don't exist--the love interest's brothers have books about them, but there are at least two other couples in the book where I was baffled to find that she hadn't written books about them nor did she seem to intend to.


Seraphina by Rachel Hartman

A reread, though from long ago! Someone from work very kindly gifted me a copy, so I reread it, of course, and I really do enjoy it a lot! There's a lot of fun worldbuilding, I love it when stories have music in them intimately, and everything is allowed to be a lot messier than I feel like YA can sometimes trend to (which sounds wrong, YA is very messy as a genre, I just can't phrase it better than that right now). Anyway, this has made me want to read more Hartman, especially since I hear good things about Tess of the Road, so I'll look out for more from her!


The Djinn Waits A Hundred Years by Shubnum Khan

I think I read this after reading someone's review of it here on DW? Anyway, I can be hit or miss on books that swap back and forth between timelines (which is annoying because it's So Fucking Common), but I did like this! I think it carried it off with more grace than they sometimes can. Overall, this book wasn't centered on my loves and interests, but it was interesting, and I like reading books set in warm places during the cold of the winter. This sounds lukewarm, maybe because I read it on a day I was really sleep deprived, but I did like it a lot!


Gifts by Ursula K. LeGuin

Continuing my periodic goal to read more LeGuin! This one's a quiet story, as LeGuin is so good at, a coming of age with LeGuin's usual really solid worldbuilding. This is one where I don't have much to say, it's just a solid read! You've got to go into it remembering LeGuin doesn't care to do things at the Genre Standard (which seems obvious to say but somehow I find it strange every time even if I like it) about pacing and density of plot, but it's worth it.


Isn't It Bromantic? by Lyssa Kay Adams

Contemporary romance. It was ... fine? I appreciate when writers take a stab at a contemporary marriage of convenience, but that was really most of what it had going for it. To be fair, it might have been unfairly contrasted with the watch I'd done of Heated Rivalry just a few days before? But really it just felt like it was trying to do Jennifer Crusie, with the zany ensemble and idiosyncratic bits (and maybe Crusie in her co-writer era due to the random action plot it spawned at the end), and just got nowhere close to her charm.


At the Feet of the Sun by Victoria Goddard

I have to be in the right mood for Goddard (mostly a mood where I am willing to deal with the author having Two Special Boys Who She Loves Very Much And Everyone Loves Them And Says How Cool They Are), but I was in the right mood and I was having a stressful week and needed some self-care, so I went cozy. It was the right choice! Goddard's books, at least in this particular sub-series, are very long and incredibly indulgent, but they rarely feel long while I'm reading them. Sometimes I end up rolling my eyes when once again it gets hammered home how little self-esteem Cliopher has vs. how much other people esteem him, less because it's not realistic (I know many people this is true of) and more because even when I'm in the mood for The Author's Special Boys there are limits, but overall, it was the right book at the right moment for me. (One note from me on this series: the variable timelines and time stuff drive me NUTS. It's a useful tool for an author but it keeps disorienting me rather than bringing me deeper into the world.)


Swept Away by Beth O'Leary

I like O'Leary a lot! And I like this book a lot, I always forget that I love Survival Stories until I'm in the middle of having a heap of fun watching people problem-solve in emergency situations. Some of the family drama stuff in this one worked less well for me, but the overall concept and relationship development? A joy to me. Also, I want an AU on this vague concept in literally every fandom I"m in, thanks.


Princess Ben by Catherine Gilbert Murdock

I wish I could remember where I'd run across this rec. I picked it up because my library ebook service had it and I'd seen it on a list at some point. It's a YA fantasy, must have been published when Gail Carson Levine was trendy just judging from the marketing of it. It had its good points! Some interesting worldbuilding, and it really was a coming-of-age story. I kept being torn, because on one hand the heroine was fat and that's wonderful and novel, but on the other hand there was so much focus on it, and she did get starved somewhat at some point so she was Still Sturdy But Less Fat, and just overall how that whole thread was handled was uneven for me. Like, product of its time, but still. The worst aspect of this was the romance! No build-up, shortcuts with dream stuff, hard to believe for me. Like, I knew as soon as he was mentioned that he'd be the love interest, but it was done with no grace whatsoever. The whole romance could have been cut from the book and it would have been stronger for it.


Boy, With Accidental Dinosaur by Ian McDonald

This is someone's book for SURE, but it's not my book. I took it for a spin because there's a dinosaur-riding cowboy in my D&D game, so the dinosaur rodeo of it all here was a fun concept, but this was only like 30% dinosaur, and then 70% backstories for rodeo characters and explaining this dystopian late-20th-century world. If I'd known going in that the dinosaurs were a time travel thing (with Strict Rules) rather than an alternate history thing or a bioengineering thing, I might not have tried it, for some reason that made the whole thing way less fun for me. But it no doubt makes it more fun for someone!


Mistakes We Never Made by Hannah Brown

I skimmed this one hard and frankly only finished it because I knew I was almost done with a book post and wanted to get one out. The concept was interesting to me (two people who have almost been something many times over the years end up on a road trip together hunting down their friend who might be becoming a runaway bride), but I found both the characters incredibly unlikeable, especially our narrator. I don't think I'll be reading any more from this author.


That's all for this time! Next time, maybe I finally get to the most recent Alix Harrow?

My Festivids

Feb. 13th, 2026 04:39 pm
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My second Festivid was the same kind of immensely fun experience as the first one! Not only did I really enjoy my assignment, but I watched (and loved!) some new movies, and ended up creating a whole four treats for fellow Festividders. That kind of creativity is pure dopamine!

My vids this year span the spectrum of F/F love and grief, action ladies, Zhu Yilong in blue hair (+ aliens??), intergenerational bonding over BL manga and fanworks, and one of my favorite shows of the past couple of years: the utterly engrossing Korean cooking competition Culinary Class Wars.

The shortest vid I made is 1:30, and the longest is 4:27 (my longest vid ever!). I used sources from China, Japan and South Korea, and music by artists from Denmark, Iceland, Japan and South Korea. (And in the process I learned how to upload two sets of subtitles to YouTube - the lyrics both translated into English, and in the original language.)

A quick list of the fandoms & ratings:

유령 | Phantom (2023) - 2x F/F
负负得正 | Land of Broken Hearts (2024) - M/F
メタモルフォーゼの縁側 | BL Metamorphosis (2021) - Gen
흑백요리사: 요리 계급 전쟁 | Culinary Class Wars (TV) - Gen

All vids are available on YouTube, Proton Drive, and MEGA!

Details for all five vids on AO3 )

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Feb. 13th, 2026 09:43 am
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Happy birthday, [personal profile] cathrowan, [personal profile] franzeska, [personal profile] samskeyti and [personal profile] ursula!

Foster Cat Bingo

Feb. 12th, 2026 10:00 pm
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He's about 11 months, and was rehomed, but his new people decided over the first night(!) that he was too nervous for them, and returned him the next day so he's come to us for a bit of rest and relaxation before trying again. 

He is actually surprisingly friendly when he decides to come out to say hello, but has spent most of his time hiding away so far. 
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"Hate brings views": Confessions of a London fake news TikToker:

London is being used as the backdrop for inaccurate viral videos that reach enormous audiences around the world by playing into the worst stereotypes about the capital.

This was an investigation into one man who was doing this thing:
Last summer, the man says, he found himself sitting in his car, analysing trends on TikTok. His day job was conducting viewings for an estate agency but he was trying to come up with an idea for a viral video account that could be run as a money-making side-hustle.
“I was thinking of unique videos I can do for people,” he says on the tape.
That’s when he had a brainwave: “Hate brings views.”
At that time protests outside asylum hotels were spreading across the country. The man says he noticed “far-right people” were among the most engaged on TikTok. They were easy to rile up: “They hate such videos of illegal migrants. I was like, why not?”
....
The TikToker appears to have no concept of the potential real-world impact of his uploads, instead considering everything in terms of view counts and pieces of content.

So he made fake videos about immigrants being housed in prime properties, to which he had access through his job.

He had originally found he could make money through posting videos on TikTok but 'TikTok immediately deleted his account because he was just stealing other people’s videos and reposting them'.

There seems to be just a total disconnect going on in the guy's mind (or he's just ethically vacuous) and generally he does not appear the sharpest blade in the drawer:

Despite fostering online hatred, the man recorded.... insists he doesn’t personally share the views expressed on his TikTok account. Instead, he suggests his fake anti-migrant house tour videos were just a way to game the algorithm, build an audience, and hopefully make money.

He's also
baffled. He can’t understand how London Centric traced his anonymous hate-filled London TikTok account back to his employer by geolocating the wheelie bins in his videos.
“I thought no one’s gonna notice that,” he says. “Why would someone?”

As if people aren't doing this sort of thing all the time.

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Is that Domhnall Gleeson in the newest Taylor Swift music video? Good for him! Also, I'm not into Kylux, but I hope it is inspirational to fandom. I haven't watched the whole thing, just noticed that he was in bed with a cactus, and that certainly seemed potentially relevant. Appropriate for Kylo, yes?

Blanket tent limbo

Feb. 12th, 2026 08:26 pm
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I really wish we could be trying one new recipe a week right now, but we have not yet recovered from winter sufficiently to prepare even familiar quick recipes all the days that we have planned.

It did get warmer, though. Not all the way up to freezing, but it's no longer quite so miserable indoors. A winter cold snap always makes it harder to obtain firewood. Hopefully that will end as well. But I got a splinter in my right thumb the other day when trying to feed the fire, so I am inclined to avoid that. It's too tiny and nearly invisible to get out and mostly not painful, but its presence infuriates me.

Those best-laid plans

Feb. 12th, 2026 06:15 pm
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Me, after last post: I'll make a post with my vids when I have a little more time! :)
My house: *floods*
Me: :(

...okay it wasn't quite that dramatic. Only almost. Including waking to insistent beeping at 3:30am to find no lights working, the fridge (which was the insistently beeping thing) blinking a warning that it was losing electricity, and a plant light flickering like a haunted thing.

Now, we have had to check the fuses before, but not in the middle of a freezing night with a foot of snow outside. (The electrical main is on the outside of the house.) So that was an experience! But we did find a main fuse had flipped off, so flipped it back on.

And then, just as I was settling in for my half day at work (I am also on sick leave 50% because of a very bad... seven months) I got a text from my husband with pictures of our basement flooded with sewer water, and our heating pump freaking out.

Oh, and it was his birthday.

Hahah. Ha.

We've been homeowners for three years, and this was the biggest "fuck fuck what do we do agh fuck" moment so far! Fortunately our home insurance company knew who to call to start un-flooding the basement, and it is literally just a little storage room with its own door, not a furnished basement or even connected to the upstairs in any way. (We had some bad smell in the bathroom above it, but nothing that spread further after I covered the drain and put a plate of vinegar out.) So we didn't lose anything important!

We did start freaking out a bit about the heating pump, for obvious reasons of a heating system being something you don't want breaking in the middle of winter, but our electrician literally sold us the house, and he was able to come around within a few hours of getting my call.

So by 2pm, our basement was scrubbed clean and was being dried by an industrial fan, and all of the secret fuses we had not remembered existed had been replaced/switched back on. Heat worked! Electricity worked! Just the way we and the kitties like it.

The root cause for all of this was a randomly blocked sewer pipe that we had to pay to have unclogged by a vacuum truck, but discovering an emergency during office hours is great for getting a good rate on that sort of thing!

Now to research whether or not it's worth getting some kind of check valve or something installed in that particular basement floor drain.

...and at some point I will also have the time and energy to post the vids I made. But for now, that's what's happening over here! Hope everyone else is having a much less exciting week.
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Because there was good word of mouth from various friends and trusty reviewers, I decided to give the latest Star Trek show a go, have now marathoned the six episodes released so far, and can report that word of mouth was correct: this latest installment, which is set in the 31rd century last seen in Star Trek: Discovery, shows none of the weaknesses of the third season of ST: SNW and is actually really good. Mind you, watching the first three episodes I thought, okay, they're good, not not groundbreaking, and some of the reactions made me expect more, but then came episodes 3 - 6 . building on the previous ones and fleshing out more characters, and I went "wow!" myself. And also "awwwww" at certain points. More beneath the spoiler cut.


The reason why I wasn't wowed by the first three in the way I was by the later three is that they included some clichés I never much cared for, such as a Marine, err, Starfleet instructor yelling "give me 100 pushups" . And the only school/school prank war I enjoyed fictionally was Das fliegende Klassenzimmer by Erich Kästner, plus I thought, really, do we need more mean Vulcans. These nitpicks aside (and the prank war did have its plusses as well), the first three episodes do a solid job in introducing the premise, the setting, and some of the main characters. They also showed versatality in format: the pilot episode has more action while the second episode is a classic ST ethical dilemma with lots of debate type of episode (and not the last one of the first six), and the third episode while having some serious character stuff mainly goes for broad comedy. Which is all fine, and confidence-building, but with episode 4, the show simply becomes more than that as we get our first hardcore (previously supporting) character episode which simultanously is an ethical dilemma episode and adds to the overall Star Trek lore because it tells us how the Klingons fared post Burn, something Disco did not. Now after a quiet spotlight on supporting character episode I expected the next to revert back to ensemble or main character format, but no! We got another " (different) supporting character in the spotlight" episode - which also doubled as an unabashed love declaration to one Benjamin Sisko in particular and DS9 in general. Which was great, because while other more recent ST shows did include some nods to DS9, it never got as much love as TOS and TNG did from the new kids on the block. Until now. And it was especially lovely to see because it did nostalgia right instead of going ST: Picard season 3, sigh, or follow ST:STNW's increasing tendency to become ST: TOS in its cast. Instead, it did a Star Trek: Prodigy. By which I mean: The love for the "old" characters as strong and great - but it was used in service of character fleshing out and growth of the new characters of the new show. Complimenting them, instead of replacing them. Homage, instead of a rerun. It was great. And then episode 6 went for a taut space thriller while also using what we learned so far about the characters and sharpening the profile of who seems to be the season's main villain. (And it took me until this episode to finally recall where I had heard the voice before. It was John Adams, I mean Paul Giametti!)

One more general observation: As a Discovery fan, I was delighted to see Admiral Vance again in most of the episodes, being his calm and responsible self, ditto for Jett Reno snarkng and being dead-pan as ever, and a bit surprised that Mary Wiseman has yet to make an appearance because I thought she was supposed to be a regular. Speaking of Discovery, its last two seasons feature a supporting guest star, Laira Rillak, who has both Bajoran and Cardassian heritage, and I thought that was great and that by the 31st Centuy, there ought to be a lot more "hybrids" of spacefaring nations with centuries of interaction . Starfleet Academy thought so, too, and we got indeed not just another hybrid in the regular cast but also several others popping up. And I really like the sheer number of middle-aged women we get in addition to the kids. Oh, and evidently the return to Discovery territory also meant the return to featured queer relationships. Excellent.

Now onto more spoilery territory with comments on the individiual characters and their development so far. )

In conclusion: it's a really good first season so far! May it continue to be!

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Feb. 12th, 2026 07:44 am
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I went into Lessons in Magic and Disaster somewhat trepidatiously due to the degree to which her YA novel Victories Greater Than Death did not work for me. The good news: I do think Lessons in Magic and Disaster is MUCH better than Victories Greater Than Death and actually does some things remarkably well. The bad news: other elements did continue to drive me up a wall ....

Lessons in Magic and Disaster centers on the relationship between Jamie, a trans PhD student struggling to finish her dissertation on 18th-century women writers at a [fictional] small Boston college, and her mother Serena, an abrasive lesbian lawyer who has been sunk deep in depression since her partner died a few years back and her career simultaneously blew up completely.

Jamie does small-scale lower-m magic -- little rituals to make things go a little better in her life, that usually seem to work, as long as she doesn't think about them too hard -- and the book starts when she takes the unprecedented-for-her step of telling her mother about the magic as a sort of mother-daughter bonding ritual to see if her mother can use it to help herself get less depressed! Unfortunately Serena is not looking for a little gentle self-help woo-woo; she would like to UNFUCK her life AND the world in SIGNIFICANT ways that go way beyond what Jamie has ever done with magic and also start blowing back on Jamie in ways that eventually threaten not only Jamie and Serena's relationship but also Jamie's marriage, Jamie's career, and Serena's life.

Serena is an extremely specific, well-observed character, and Serena and Jamie's relationship feels real and messy and complicated in ways that even the book's tendency towards therapy-speak couldn't actually ruin for me, because yeah, okay, I do think Jamie would sometimes talk like an annoying tumblr post, that's just part of the characterization and it doesn't actually fix everything and sometimes even hurts. But the book's strengths -- that it's grounded very much in a world and a community and a type of people that Charlie Jane Anders clearly knows really well and can paint extremely vividly -- are also its weaknesses, in that it's also constantly slipping into ... I guess I'd call it a kind of lazy-progressive writing? The book is full of these sharp, vivid, messy moments whenever it's focused on this particular relationship and Serena in specific, and without that flashpoint, the messiness vanishes. Jamie goes into her grad school classroom and thinks about how the white men are always so annoying but the queer and bipoc students Always pick up what she's putting down. Jamie's partner Ro sets down boundaries in their marriage after a magic incident goes wrong and they are Always right and Jamie is Always humble and respectful about it, because respecting boundaries is Always the Correct thing to do. (Ro is the sort of person who says things like "this is bringing back a lot of trauma for me" while Jamie's mother is actively, in that moment, on the verge of death. I'm all for honesty in relationships but maybe you could give it a minute?)

I don't know. I think there is quite a good book in here, but I also think that good book is kind of fighting its way a little bit to get out from under the conviction that We Progressive Right-Thinking People In The Year 2025 Know What Righteous Behavior Looks Like. You know. But sometimes it does indeed succeed!

I did really enjoy the book's hyper-local Cambridge setting. Yeah, I see you name-checking those favorite restaurants, and yes, I have been to them and they are pretty good. Also, as a b-plot, Jamie is uncovering some lesbian literary drama in her dissertation that gives Charlie Jane Anders a chance to play around with 18thc pastiche and write RPF about Sarah Fielding, Jane Collier, and Charlotte Clarke and sure, fine, I didn't know very much about any of those people and she has very successfully made me want to know more! There were a bunch of times she'd drop something int he book and I'd be like "that's SO unsubtle as pastiche" and then I'd look it up and it was just a real thing that had happened or been published, so point again to Charlie Jane Anders.

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